((not!AU stfu))

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It is past midnight and there is currently one not-so-mysterious figure sneaking into Boys' #19 Annexure via a window!

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*peeeeeks inside, cautious and quiet*

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[adonis-coil.livejournal.com]

I am merely at a loss as to where to start...

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.....

No, you don't. And it's okay if you don't know where to start, I'm the one who should be explaining, after all.

[adonis-coil.livejournal.com]

... You? Why?

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Because of all the trouble I've caused with this.

[adonis-coil.livejournal.com]

...

[adonis-coil.livejournal.com]

ABSOLUTELY NOT! Trouble is not, NOR EVER SHALL be an issue! There is no one here I am more grateful for.

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...Ah, but that--

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I don't want you to end up hurt because of me, Sohma-san. And I'm not sure if I can live up to what people are expecting of me.

I'm not a good person.

[adonis-coil.livejournal.com]

... Then that is another thing we have in common. Most of my youth was terribly misspent, and it could be argued that not much has changed.

So, you wish to leave?

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...Leave?

[adonis-coil.livejournal.com]

I had thought...

No?

[adonis-coil.livejournal.com]

EXCELLENT! That was all I had been worried about!

[pictureustogether]

N-No, no! Unless... you wanted me to...?

[adonis-coil.livejournal.com]

[Switching sides!]

Not at all! Unless Kiha-san wanted to then it would be fine, not a happy thing but it would be fine!

[pictureustogether]

*asdjkl; not clinging rly*

No, I like living with Sohma-san!

[adonis-coil.livejournal.com]

[totally not. srsly.]

The same for myself and Kiha-san. I could not imagine it another way!

[pictureustogether]

Mmh!

*snuggling a little*

But... going back to Shigure-san...

[adonis-coil.livejournal.com]

Mmm?

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I've never been good with relationships... you know? Ahh... the last time I tried to give one a name was with Kotobuki... and that didn't end well.

[adonis-coil.livejournal.com]

...

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... *sigh*

I don't know how obvious it is-- ah, probably very obvious but. Sohma-san means a lot to me... I couldn't. I wouldn't know how to put a name to this, though.

Also, because I'm afraid I might pick the wrong definition.

[adonis-coil.livejournal.com]

It's something that changes definition, I've found. I've found its the same word, but the definition is not something declared as much as forged.

[pictureustogether]

Yes...

Shigure-san kept insisting, that something without a name is fragile... but I really don't think so. I mean... I've known Sempai for more than a decade now, and we've never had a name for our relationship... but I can assure you, it is anything but fragile.

[adonis-coil.livejournal.com]

It's been the same with myself and Mine... We've both thought it would be safer without until certain things are resolve... Gure-san is a writer. There is an inordinate love of words there~ I may simply be hopeless, but I like to believe that understanding is enough.