M-M-Mistletoe continuation.

[pictureustogether]

[from here!]

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[pictureustogether]

[I DIDN'T THINK IT WOULD GO THAT WAY.

q-quiet now, drinking]

[playingdoctor]

[drinks too, gazing at the ceiling]

[pictureustogether]

[after a long moment]

I'm sorry I... made it all like this.

[playingdoctor]

Well, could be worse.

[pictureustogether]

[s-says nothing]

[playingdoctor]

[because the last thing you want to hear is "You could not have come back. That'd be worse." Right?]

It's not like it's not understandable.

[pictureustogether]

... I thought it wasn't.

[playingdoctor]

[lets out a small, short laugh, reaching for his cigarettes]

[pictureustogether]

Seriously though, I'm not... really sure what I should do anymore.

[playingdoctor]

What do you want, Akiha?

[pictureustogether]

Not that question again!

[playingdoctor]

How the fuck do you think you'll figure out what you should do if you don't want to examine what you want?

[pictureustogether]

[mrrrf]

I just want things to be okay between us.

[playingdoctor]

You're the one who's not okay, though.

[pictureustogether]

No, you're not okay either, don't lay all of the responsibility on me.

[playingdoctor]

Mostly I'm not okay with you running away and freaking out whenever we try to do anything normal.

[pictureustogether]

I-It's not normal when you're being openly affectionate!

[playingdoctor]

I'll go back to punching you in the face every time I feel like having feelings, if that helps.

[pictureustogether]

That's not the point.

[playingdoctor]

I think it might be.

[pictureustogether]

[asdhjf]

Why... Why did you...

[trails off, then DRINKS, I am so not drunk enough for this]

[playingdoctor]

Finish your goddamn sentences already.

[pictureustogether]

Why did you change your mind...?

[playingdoctor]

...

I guess you kept leaving my life in ways where I might never see you again and I hated that too much.

[pictureustogether]

It wasn't entirely on purpose...